My work has always consumed me. My passion for what I do has always been number one. It's amazing that something else, someone drifted into that spot without me ever knowing. Because she fit so well there. Because she belonged there. I'm afraid she didn't know that she was in that spot. That really, she was the most important thing. Maybe I wasn't for her? May I was? I suppose I'll never know.

But when did it happen? When did she slide into that spot and why didn't I ever notice. I am so sad I never noticed. It's too late now. Too much as been said, she's not answering my emails or calls.

I just wished she had known it, how much she meant.